So I've come to realize that 80% of the things in my live I've regretted I've done because of a horrible past relationship. I lost myself in revenge and freedom. It's amazing how someone you hate can cause you to be someone you hate. And how once you start along that path it's really hard to get off it.

So now I'm in a relationship with a truly amazing person and have an awesome daughter. And I'm so thankful for both of them. Instead of living for myself and revenge I live each day for her.

<3 Carrie

So today pretty much rocked!! It was so beautiful out. I didn't get to do much with it, But I did work out and clean and opened all the doors and windows. I know that sounds lame but it made me so happy to have the sweet smell of spring for a little while. And a sun filled house. I even wora a tank top and was not cold!!! It rocked!!

<3 Carrie

So today Jess and I walked the clear creek trail with our babies. It was awesome it felt so good to get out and get some fresh air. I'm so excited that it is starting to warm up. I can't wait for spring to get here. Gypsy loved the walk she was so excited and was perfectly behaved. Hailey was fussy poor Jess. I think she was just a little cold. I'm really trying to get back into shape. I'm hoping to look cute this summer. I think were going to try to walk the trail once a week.... We'll see how that goes. It took us 15 months to do it this time so we'll see. but I've been trying to work out everyday... so... we'll see.

<3 Carrie

Wow I haven't been on here in forever. Everything is going pretty good. Gypsy is 15 months old on sat. and walking. Which is crazy. Were both sick... Sux

Mike is working 6 12's which really sux he works 6:30pm- 6:30am everyday but sunday. But that should be changing soon. sometimes you gotta work shitty shifts.

I quit my job at World Market like 2 weeks ago. Teri Lee Bell is a total Bitch. If anyone is looking to get a job there don't they treat there employees like shit. Well Dru & Veronica don't they were nice to work for.

Well that pretty much sum's up everything.

<3 Carrie

SO I only have 2 weeks left to go.
God I can't wait.
I'm sooo over being pregnant.
I really don't understand how people can enjoy this.

I can't wait to be skinny again.
I feel huge!
And I can't wait to be able to show her off.

Hopefully it's done soon.

<3 Carrie

So I have one month left I'm getting so excited!!
This weekend is my baby shower, I can't wait.
It'll be good to see everyone I haven't seen in a while.

I had my pre-admission at the hospital today and got a tour.
I had to feel out like half an hour worth of paper work....

I miss all my friends I haven't seen anyone in forever!

God I can't wait till I'm not pregant anymore.
Than I can go shoping, drink if I want.
BE SKINNY AGAIN!!!!

Ahh... only one month left!!!

<3 Carrie

Aww... look at by beautiful baby girl. Gypsy Debra Lee Kish!

Don't you just want to pinch her cheeks!!

So Dayna and I and Baby Chloe were at Target in the baby aisle and these two dumb BITCHES were in the same aisle. As we tried to walk past them one says

"excuse you, you fucking fat bitch"

OH HELL NO!! They fucked with the wrong people!!

So as we were checking out we told our cashier

" We say two girls in the baby aisle and it looked like they were stealing"

Than we told her what they were wearing.

As we were leaving we saw one of them getting taking by security, than 20 minutes later we drove back by as we were leaving round table. The one friend was still standing in the front waiting.

Haha stupid Target BITCHES!!

So rember how I thought I got along with my roomates?
Well..
I don't Mikes brother Kris is a total DICK.
Our house is nasty as fuck and now we have fleas.
they don't ever buy anything for the house and never clean.

I'm so over it!

I'm not there fucking mother they need to grow up!
I clean up after me and Mike and don't use there shit why do they have to be diffrent?

AND STOP TAKING MY COKE DAMNIT!!!

So Mike and I moved last weekend. Not far just over to Hwy 303.
We have 2 roomates both of which I get along with. BONUS!!!
I'm so stoked to be outta where we were living.
We still need a washer and dryer... But for now the fam sees more of us.

<3 Carrie

So I had my first doctor appt.
I'm 9 weeks (which I knew)

We went over things I can and can't do...

And I got to hear the heartbeat!!
This was so awesome!!!
He said we most likely wouldn't be able to here it,
Cause I wasn't far enough along, But we did!!

I can't wait till my next appt...

So on sat. Mike and I got married!!
So I'm now Mrs. Kish.

The wedding was good, short!
The reception was.... yeah...

I'm so glad it's over!
I'm all sorts of relaxed now!

Now I feel like I'm back to my old self again!
I can laugh and everything.

WOO HOO!!!!!!

<3 Carrie

Wow I 'm gettting married in 5 days!!
I still have so much to take care of!
I wish I could just be done with it, this is so stressful!

I can't wait to be done with it all and relax with the ones I love, That willl be awesome.

Mandie colored my hair today I think it looks really good, it's dark I like it!
After we were done we went to good ol taco bell, Steve met up with us!
Than we all went to see Thank you for smoking. It was fun

This is the most relaxing thing I've done in a while!!

I can't belive I'm getting married in like 12 days!!
I don't have a location set!
I don't have shoes!

I have nightmares about it being the day of and not having these things...


But i do have an awesome fiance and thats all that counts!!

So on St.Patties I found out I'm gonna be a mama!!
I'm excited and scared.
I can't wait to find out what I'm creating.
I'm hoping for a boy.
My man swears I'm having twins.
NOT funny!
I'm worried about getting fat.

I've given up all my bad habits.
For the best reason! :)

I'm way in love with Mike.

Everyone I know is excited.

Baby Cons are sooo cute....

My brakes went out on my car.
I hate having to depend on other people to get around.
I haven't got to hang out with anyone and feel like a loser.
Not having a car sux!

At least there getting fixed tomarrow.

Being sick sux! I don't even want to get up. And why does it have to be so god damn cold! I can't seem to warm up. My power bill is going to be SOOO high. I think I'm going to make some tea!

SO I got my new house! I'm so stoked!! I start moving in this weekend! I cant wait.
I got my pay raise. It was a little more than I expected so that rocks!

Now I really have to be good with money. Damnit!

I think I found a place! I find out tomorrow. I really hope I get it! I can't wait to go shopping for house stuff!

Sometimes guys rock! Sometimes they make you feel so awesome inside. I can't wait to see a certain one!

Tomorrow is payday! My raise should be showing up on it.I can't wait to see how much it is!

Today rocked! And I think tomorrow will to.

Went to Hells Kitchen lastnight, saw Ruxton Towers.
It was dead.
They were good.

Saw people I haven't seen in a while.
No weirdness.
That was good

Sat in traffic for an hour and a half just to get on the freeway.
almost ran outta gas.
This sucked!

Kai and I went to the pup and had a drink.
The band sucked.
It was fun.

Scott called we went over to his and Harley's.
Played some pool
It was fun!